They say, “You bleed in real life so you don’t bleed on the canvas.” 

But maybe I bled too much. Maybe I bled so deep that now there was nothing left to pour onto the canvas. Nothing left but silence.

Suffering and pain brings change, but for some it takes over everything. It changes who you are, what you want, and how you see the world.

I speak from experience. For over a decade, I was a professional musician, putting everything I had into my craft. Every note, every sound, it was all I knew. And then, almost without warning, it all fell apart. The work, the dreams, the sense of self, gone in a matter of weeks. They say life is cruel, i can agree.

I could write endlessly about what music meant to me and why its gone from my life, but I understand human psychology well enough to know that you’re not here for another sob story. So, I’ll cut to the climax: I was pushed to the brink. I wanted to end it all. Honestly, it’s a miracle that I’m even here, typing these words. I’ve lost count of how many times i wanted to end it all . For the last four years, I lived in near complete isolation, a prisoner of my own mind. Hallucinations, voices, paranoia my own private hell I could say. The darkness took its time, swallowed me whole, and never showed any mercy.

But something survived. A light at the end of the tunnel, as the saying goes. For me, that light was my abstract way of thinking, my ability to perceive the world through unconventional, often analytical lenses. What kept me going wasn’t hope in the traditional sense. It was curiosity. I needed to understand the mechanics of what causes misery at the first place on a very fundamental level.

Even when I was making music, I was never just an artist, I was a technician. I didn’t merely play sounds, I decoded them, programmed them. For those in the music industry, you’re likely familiar with Logic Pro. I spent over a decade mastering that software. Even today, if you handed me a session, the muscle memory would kick in, I’d start by color coding the tracks, grouping the buses, and tuning the EQ. ( Muscle memory i suppose). Beyond the creative expression, I was deeply drawn to the system behind it all. My mind was wired for technical precision.

Sure, I wrote lyrics and composed melodies, but my true focus was always the sound itself. I would obsess over the details, how many guitar layers to include, which percussion textures fit best, how to structure a mix to maximize its sonic quality. The creative side of me expressed, but the technical side liked to control.

And in many ways, that technical side, saved my life.

The music was gone, but the sound remained. And being who I am, I started questioning where sound comes from. How does pressing a key create a specific tone? I went down the rabbit hole and it led me to the fundamentals of vibration and frequency.

Everything in this universe is vibration. From the oscillations of subatomic particles to the movement of galaxies, from the resonance of a guitar string to the rhythm of your own heartbeat, everything exists in a state of frequency. This isn’t just philosophy, it’s science. Quantum mechanics, string theory, modern physics has been hinting at this reality for decades. Matter itself is just energy vibrating at different frequencies.

This idea has fascinated me for as long as I can remember. The deeper I go, the more I realize how frequency isn not just a mere concept or a theory, it’s the foundation of existence itself. If everything is vibration, then what does that mean for us? Can we align ourselves with the right frequencies? Can we manipulate them to influence reality? 

There’s already scientific research suggesting that sound waves can alter brainwave activity, influencing mood, cognition, and even sleep. The brain communicates through electrical signals, producing rhythmic oscillations known as brainwaves. Different mental states, stress, focus, relaxation, all correspond to specific frequencies. If that’s the case, could certain sounds help shift these states? Could tuning into the right frequencies help us feel better, think clearer, or even heal? Is there a possibility that I can help people sleep like a child even when they are fighting the toughest battles of life, only to wake up and be prepared with a clearer mind? a calm mind? 

And this was a game changer for me. Maybe even my escape. Even if there was a slightest chance of this being a possibility, i was ready to throw myself all in..what do i have to lose anyway?

For years, I had spent every waking moment fine tuning sounds. Shaping frequencies. I knew how they worked, how they shaped emotions in music. But the idea that they could reprogram thought patterns? That was something else entirely. I’m not saying I’m the first to explore this. The research is out there. But for me, it became an obsession. A way to take control of the chaos. A way to rewrite the code.

And that’s how Neurahz was born. “Neura” for neural pathways, “Hz” for sound. While the concept isn’t new, researchers have explored this space for decades. Neurahz offers a perspective through lived experience. It’s the voice of someone who has had a journey through darkness and returned with something that might light the way for others. 

Welcome to Neurahz. Stick around. Let’s see what happens.

                                                       ~Rajat Godde  ( Founder Of NeuraHz)